Memoirs

I often pause and think if I will ever meet you.  It would be like the most pleasant ray of soft sunlight glowing on me if I was just sitting in a restaurant and you entered, walked over to my table, and sat down.  I wouldn't notice my entree dish because you would be the only dish in my thoughts. I would just sit, look at you, and just enjoy listening to you chat about anything that you chose to talk about.  The pleasure would really be sharing a moment with you. P, make my dream come true.  It has always been you

i've been away for an entire year...amazing...i've just read a lot of posts and realized how my internet life was affecting my real life. not anymore. i don't spend far as much time here as i used to and from all that people i used to talk to i'm only in touch with E and somehow with A. E is still a constant in my life but as a friend now...we have been away of any other thing for a long time now...he has more than enough of that and now all we do is chat ...daily....about our lives i suppose. this blog doesn't have a reason to be since my internet life is not a big deal anymore....but hey...i have a profile on this new page...and sometimes the comments are cute to talk about...so ...i suppose we gonna stay for a bit longer...why not?