Memoirs

2007/2/19

valentine's day...again

@ 07:03 AM (33 months, 18 days ago)

lets talk about my valentine's day....the real one was a regular day, no news, no special things except for a couple of cakes....the internet one was cool. i got an sms from A first thing in the morning to wish me a good day. i sent an email to E wishing him a good valentine's day to which he replied. M left me a message on yahoo...isn't that amazing?? after so long he still leaves me valentine's day's messages.....i told him he was amazing for doing that and  he this was his answer:

m(14/2/2007 18:36:01): well thank u for the amazingly kinda words.i dont iam all that amazing tho..........shoot i cant remember what day your birthday is..........:(.must be gettin old...well even tho we dont keep in touch, there isnt a day that goes by that i dont think of u.............u been a good friend and i will never forget that, or your beautiful smile.............my friend...always and forever............:-*

ohh of course and C!!!! he left me a message on yahoo but he also sent me an ecard...with a cute teddy and saying....

"thinking of u in a special day just the way i do everyday!

I am sitting here going through my daily ritual thinking about my very special valentine (you). The Teddy bear looks exactly like me; so I knew it would qualify as the pic that I owe you, if thats ok with you. Honey, I hope your Valentines Day was the most special ever. P, its a special day, so let me be honest. You are my angel and I think the world of you. Endless hugs and kisses, Calvin 
 Love,
A Loving Admirer
"

sometimes i think this guy will never give up...i've just received another of his night messages on my yahoo.... it's the only thing i look for these days actually...i don't come online much just to check my mail and my yahoo....nothing else....

2007/2/3

nothing i can do

@ 09:10 AM (34 months, 4 days ago)
i talked to E yesterday online. his life is totally destroyed....he has lost his marriage, his daughter, his place....everything....it has always been a mystery to me the way life can change suddenly and without warning....he's away from his home and his computer so we haven't been talking much lately...i feel helpless...nothing i can do .....

is this guy for real?

@ 09:07 AM (34 months, 4 days ago)
 P, are you there? Oh, I actually just realized that I have had a brain dump and didn't think that its about 3:35AM where you are. You are sleeping like an angel at this moment. I was a just a bit frustrated by some unexpected news and felt the immediate urge to talk to you. Its ok, I will carry on like the tough guy you think I am. Be sweet and sleep peacefully, angel!!