2007/1/30
@ 09:58 AM (34 months, 6 days ago)
e is going back home and back to his life today hopefully.... i can't wait for that to happen i really miss him but then it will all start again...the fights the problems the bad days....
@ 09:57 AM (34 months, 6 days ago)
(30/1/2007 4:47:23): P, how are you doing (my Precious)? I was just looking at your pic and I start getting those real emotional feelings when I look at your pic. I don't know why you seem to be pulling away from me. I don't hear from you anymore and I do sincerely miss you. You would truly break my heart if you pulled away from me. We don't really need to even broach the subject because we both know the real truth on this topic.
Special soulmate, you are 6 hours ahead of me and it would 1:30 AM (wee hours) here when its 7:30AM for you. That would be around the time I jump out for work.
We should plan to connect on a weekend because that would offer more flexibility. Ok, now for the real business end of this exchange, tell me young lady, why are you pulling away from me? Be careful, I know when you are just telling me anything to placate me or to just get past the topic.
I think I am going to come visit you this summer. I will be in the region and you will (as always) be on my mind. You know exactly what you mean to me and I will not dare say or express it because you will just slap me (especially if you are in a mood).
P, I miss you, Honey!!!! All my L_, C
2007/1/27
@ 09:52 PM (34 months, 9 days ago)
(11/1/2007 4:09:55): P, I am sending messages to every contact address I have for you. You really need to write to me to ease my pain. Please don't force me to resort to catching a flight to find out where you might be. I know that you are fully aware that I am concerned about you but you still will not write to me. P, if you are, I do apologize in all seriousness. I love you! You must let me hear from you.
(13/1/2007 17:34:59): Ok, I get the message very loud and clear
(22/1/2007 2:34:46): Precious, I do care about you!!
(26/1/2007 4:43:26): P, I am so sorry honey that I haven't had the chance to write and see how you are doing. I have been on the road chaisng aircraft again. This time, we were driving and it has been some long days. I hope you are doing good. I miss your e-mails and messages. I will write to you as soon as I make it back this weekend. You are beautiful and stop telling me "stop saying that I love you". You put that on hold this moment or we will have a real talk, Precious! Stay safe, always happy, and find some source for fun and enjoyment each day. Kisses, C
2007/1/25
@ 06:03 AM (34 months, 12 days ago)
Today was a good day-i will be able to return to my home on january 30-i
have to enter into a 17 week program for anger management and stress.at the
completion of the program i will face sentencing or resolution by the
judge-at this point today the prosecution offered me a peace bond that means
there will be no criminal record when this is completed-thank god for that.I
have a long road ahead-i dont even want to contemplate what my home looks
like.its going to be scary to walk into that place.Anyways its home and i
really miss it
2007/1/4
@ 10:09 PM (35 months, 2 days ago)
talk to me the way you speak on your blog
@ 08:13 AM (35 months, 3 days ago)
You know something, in all seriousness; for you "my dear sweet and special angel", I will always be around "in one way or another". This fact of life is etched deep within my soul. If my heart is beating, I am around for you! You know something else, we both are very aware that you are a very sharp and astute (perceptive) girl which means we both also know that you are well aware that I am simply crazy about you!!!! So, in summary, we both know a lot about the same reality!!!
