him
i cant talk to you everyday and not want you
you make me want you
just to hear from you
tonight i was hoping you would come online
when your name came up i felt butterflys
i want this with you
its us p
we have a powerful attraction
and i love it
fuck i cant feel complete o near complete without you
your a part of me that is incredibly real-and now an intergral part of my life
i dont talk to you and i walk around like the world just ended
iam sad-angry its under the surface but its there
then i connect with you and its gone away
but i do know we have a complicated relationship
but i wouldnt get rid of it for anything
stop being shortsighted
you dont know the future
and we have but written a chapter in an unfolding book
it aint over
dispite us being on here
i will tell you why its more why its real
because i can lay in my bed and have an amazing orgasm of a woman ive never touched-i can be sick with worry over her and you can soothe my pain-i can miss you as much as if youve been with me all my life
thats real as real as it gets
you know what better to experience this than to be dead inside
